Haven't had the time since Friday to write anything. Saturday was a very busy day. After cub scouts picking up trash at the park and going to a birthday party that afternoon, we ended up at Momma and Fred's for a birthday dinner for me. Steak, baked potato, salad, coconut cake, and orea cookie ice cream! You would think I would just have sat down and fell asleep, but I heard a go-cart and 4wheeler calling...lol. That was a lot of fun!

Today we mainly spent most of the day searching for a freakin' property line. Did not get much accomplished....except cleaning an aquarium. Tonight I have all four kids....now I'm about to fall asleep on them.

Hear the rain coming down now....probably too wet to cut grass again!

It's 1:30 and still haven't heard from my husband! Either he has something up his sleeve and trying to be sneeky or he really forgot. If he does have something up his sleeve then its probably someone elses idea and he is acting on it. Regardless, he is not doing very good. At least call me and let me know that he is okay. He hasn't really wanted to talk all week and then when we did, he would talk over me. Don't know whats going on with him. I'm here with two kids and selling a house and he doesn't keep in touch with his wife. Oh well...whats new?

Guess I am off put some money in the bank and pay for vacation.

Up and at it this morning getting kids ready for school. It's also my birthday! Trying to see how many people actually remember and acknowledge. Went grocery shopping with Momma yesterday morning on base, signed the contract to sell the house, and spent some time with Daddy, Brenda, Jessie, and Kellie last night. Had a pretty good day yesterday.

Tomorrow, Momma and Fred has invited us all and Ant, Kim, and kids to eat at their house for my birthday....that should be nice. I hope to get out and plant veggies and herbs with Alanna this weekend too! She is so excited!

Looks like Avery will be going back to Dothan next week. Oh well....we have to pay the bills. I really don't know how long this will last before Macon actually gets the work that they hired Avery to do. They offered him the position and now they do not have the work for him! What gets to me is the fact that he took a different position and pay cut to be able to be home with us and now he is staying gone for a whole week at a time. He should have just stayed over the road and made more money! Anyway...enough about that.

Need to get kids off to school.

Haven't heard back from realtor...hope thats good news. Want to get the house out of our hands and move on. We felt like we couldn't breathe in that house, finacially and with no space. About to cook sloppy joes...mmmm. Of course, I don't eat them like sandwiches...more like pile of sloppy joe mix on top of buns and eating with a fork! So tired tonight and I didn't do anything today....hope to get sleep tonight. Well...microwave is beaping at me with defrosted groundbeef.

Well....this is my first time blogging. Honestly, I do not know why I have not started this before; as much as I enjoy writing and expressing my opion...lol. I'm in a good place in my life right now and thought this would add a certain expression that I need for myself. I can't always talk to my husband or my brother, the two that understands me, and I need an outlet for myself.

Maybe by reading this blog, my friends and family might can understand me more....lol. I am a difficult person to read sometimes even though I never hold back. I usually let others know how I am feeling or what I think and it can get me in trouble sometimes. I can't help it, its who I am.

I have also thought of starting a second blog which would prelude to me writing a book. A sample story everyday. What do you think?

Right now, we are trying to sell our house and have moved into my mother's house and renting. I think this is one of the best decisions we have made in a long time. My mother recently got married and did not want to have to sell her house and we really needed to get out of ours. Financially and space wise, we needed a change.

Avery, my husband, is also working this week and I am missing him. I do like being alone a lot of times, but I do like having him around.

Need to go...just got a call...looks like we have sold the house!